Because English is boring right now

So in these past few weeks I've gone through an emmotional rollercoaster. I hit pretty low (no quite rock bottom) and then last night hit emmotional bliss. I've let the smallest things and questions get to me, and I let them take over all my thoughts. I've let the world just spin around me while I was stuck on a few things. I let people get the best of me, and that isn't something that normally happens.

Its times for a new start, a new beginning. This time, I'm not going to let things get to me. And this time no matter how I hate it, I'm going to put myself out there. Maybe not to just having my heart broken, but my life. I'm going to let people ask the questions I was afraid to answer. Why? Because all of the things that I've gone through have shaped the way I am today. I don't regret any of what happened because it was exactly what I wanted in that moment. God used every negative thing in my life as a way to get me back on track. And I've thankful for that.

So here's to a new beginning, to letting people know what they want to know. To being vulnerable. To being willing to let things go, and to just trust other people. Even though I've been used and taken advantage of, even though I've had my heart torn out, and ripped to shreds in front of me I'm going to trust. And I'm not going to question everything. I'm going to let myself be asked the hard questions, and I'm going to answer them honestly. Because everyone deserves honesty.

So this is my new plan.. Help keep me accountable to it. Ask me questions. I'll answer them, and I'll give you the truth...

Mmkay! Thanks!